Since before Max came along I've been trying to rid my life of unwanted/unneeded drama. It was always supposed to start with Chris. I spent many years trying to make myself erase his presence from my thoughts, but it was never possible. I will be the first to admit that insecurity and loneliness wer ...

Another Chapter from our book March 14th, 2008 For “Joe”. 16 - In the Middle of Times Square In the most bitter moments of loneliness, I couldn’t bear to be around people. Being around others made the loneliness worse than solitude, the disconnection from all of those others within view

Not to contradict my previous entry entirely but I don't feel like that much at all now. I feel pretty free now, and the chains of my loneliness have pretty much dropped to the ground and freed me from my Shackles. I can't say I don't still like the physical affection, but my dependency has waned an ...